I would say 2008 has been a terrible year. Too many issues, problems and a number of unforgetable incidents had happened; and that all I want is to erase the memories forever.. Like what just turned out these past few days..
The much-awaited day was wasted,.. He was right. I regret that I disbelieved what he said, I should have trusted him. Ample expectations most likely end up with agony, frustration, emotionally distressed, you will just feel miserable; precisely what I felt that time. I was really irritated and upset. I couldn’t control myself that I cried, furtively. I was exhausted, my body was in total pain, I did not even get enough sleep; and yet that’s what I earned afterwards. I knew it was quite unacceptable; however, for it was the christmas season- indignations should have omitted and let all go. I’ll try to make up for it this forthcoming new year. This time  I am going to start over..(again^_~) be more organized not just on my stuffs but as how I live.. More like a resolution eh?! Well then sure. I’ll try to change perhaps some of my bad habits..:D  In addition, I ought not anticipate and be rational for myself.

happy new year , warm wishes to all~