Here are the facts, things are not going very well and have become more complicated than ever.
Even they ask me about my condition and I usually express I’m in a good state as though I have never suffered from sorrow.. It has never been easy to pretend.. In fact, I am not good at it, that I always get caught up.. Although, I admit I have sometimes lied- I mean who wouldn’t?? Some people have their own reasons why they have to lie,and apparently I, too, have my own.. However, It was never meant to be done- I know misleading is radically unforgiven.. I swear, I sincerely regret all the things I’ve done.. My conscience has been ravaging me since then and I might have to convey this for my entire life.. It’s sickening,this is not good, and I can’t even utter a simple “sorry..” I’m a terrible person.. cover me from masses… I wish they could still forgive me…
If I had a chance to decide on- I would rather be alone than to spread nor create another lie that I know it’s just going to be hard to evade when it comes to an end…
Too late… It has already been done..